Friendships.

Just because you see me smiling, that does not means that i'm happy. 

Sorry, for not blogging the past few days, was really busy with school stuffs like d&t. ): Have been going back since Monday, and honestly, nothing is done yet. I'm like.. only a quarter done. Omg, really cannot, need to like really start doing tomorrow. Nobody should distract me. Hehehe >< Have been like having lunch with Daren & Gabbie. ^^ Fun fun. If every d&t lesson is like that jiu hao. My aim is to complete like on Friday, But i doubt i could. Okay, sounds so naggy. Shall blog about my school stuffs till here. (: 

Everybody has a best friend right? But whose the one who would always be there for you all the while and just because of an argument a f/s would end. Yes, one of my f/s ended just like that, Honestly, i'm not as upset as i was like the previous times we quarrel, this time round. I'm more calm and certain that you aren't the type of friend i'm looking for. I don't like to have a friend which will be stubborn-minded, with attitude problem, demanding me to go where do what, and it's a must for me to go a must for me to do the stuffs she asked me too. 

I can't deny that CELESTE (my good friend of course) doesn't have a attitude problem, isn't stubborn minded, she is demanding at times. Oh wrong, i do have attitude problem and i expect my friend to deal with it. I know i shouldn't be like this and i know i promised CELESTE a thousands time i would change, and i would. At least, she do have the patience to listen to my problem, my rants, & she had gotten used to my fucked up attitude through this 3 years plus. I can't deny that our friendship are the best in the world, i can't say that we treat each other as sister. Okay we do. (: But we do QUARREL very often.... But wanna know something interesting? The quarrel between us NEVER LAST FOR 24 HOURS. Haha, One of us would give in for sure.

Okay, i don't only have one good friends but i still have some long-childhood friends like Hongwei, Poyin & Jingyi. They have gone through with me for like 4 years or more. A friendship is hard to deal hard to maintain. It's basically like a relationship, you can't expect it to be perfect, but sometimes, the problem depends on yourself. Don't blame him/her, think about it before assuming, Trust me, you wouldn't like it like what i'm facing now. ^^ 

Alrighty, i'm effing effing effing effing naggy today, so goodbye! ^^